Pray!

"Man Jadda Wajada"

Siapa yang bersungguh-sungguh akan berhasil

Jangan pernah remehkan impian

Walau setinggi apapun

Sungguh Allah maha mendengar

Lovember graduation

Finally, ultimately, eventually......
A thousand thank to the merciful Allah SWT I could graduate from undergraduate degree in this exact graduation. Now you confuse? Me too :D
It's the upper level of yayness in my favorite-moment-list in my life. Oh please Niken, reality checks. Don't too much drown yourself into temporal excitement. Now burden in the top of your shoulder could explode if you didn't apply your theoretical college knowledge. Wake up! Once again, reality checks. Oh life, just let me indulge my self for a moment in this lovely Lovember Graduation memories.

my parent's support until the very moment
can't thank them enough

big thanks also given to this woman
couldn't make the day without her

thanks ian for always keeping my mood along the ups and downs

thanks friends :')

Count your blessings!

I thank Allah for every penny in my pocket

I thank Allah for the breakfast I had today

I thank Allah for How I Met Your Mother series I have successfully downloaded

I thank Allah for the interviews I had recently

I thank Allah for always keeping my parents safe and healthy

I thank Allah for the smooth internet connection I've right now while writing this

I thank Allah for the freelance I got lately

I thank Allah for giving me a chance to teach the orphan and the poor

I thank Allah for my sister's plan of marriage next year

I thank Allah for the coffee I had this morning

I thank Allah for the random pessimistic feeling I have recently 

I thank Allah for letting me watch Desperate Housewife this morning

I thank Allah for larutan kaki tiga stock in my refrigerator

I thank Allah for letting me have tahajud and dhuha prayer everyday

I thank Allah for surrounding me with many supportive people

I thank Allah for the acne that is no longer popped out in my face

I thank Allah for many new friends I got along the interviews

I thank Allah for the toga I got yesterday

I thank Allah for making me believe that it's always darkness before the dawn

I thank Allah for making me survive through these difficult times

I thank Allah for all the good and bad I have in life

I know that Allah is preparing something good for me now

All I have to do is just wait patiently

Until it comes, I will never stop trying, praying, and counting all of His blessings

Someday you will miss today

Long short story, I always write down days that impress me the most. Days that make me smile for almost a week. Days that make me couldn't sleep all night because of the happy feeling bursting in my heart. I put it in my yellow book with the title 'Days I Will Never Forget'. And yesterday's moment was exactly definitely obviously on my list. You know why? Because I have passed my thesis examination. On Ramadhan! It went very very very well. Allhamdulillah. Thank you Allah for this kind of happiness. Looking back in my thesis struggle, I once failed. Yes. My first title had been rejected by my previous adviser, though I made it until chapter III :'( My first thesis have failed. But not my spirit. I tried to stand on my feet once again, cooling down, and decided to find another adviser with another titles. I started to write my second title on March. And because Allah is always beside me, it all ran smoothly until today.

my thesis

You don't know how happy I am. How surprisingly this thing makes me feel like living in a dream. And how surprisingly the schedule for my thesis exam was out all of the sudden. Hahaha. It all started on last Monday. I was so happy that finally I could sign myself up for the thesis exam. I thought that maybe my exam would happen on August. However, Allah works in all kind of mysterious ways. We just don't know it until it happens. So, there it was, my thesis exam is on the next day which I never thought it could be this fast. Which I hadn't prepared anything yet. It all started from this text message I got from Mbak Ida, one of ED crews.

Surpriseeee! Hahaha. But finally that day has passed. Thank you God for always grant all my prayers. I know what you did to me is all for my best. I couldn't thank you enough for the blessings I get in life. Ohh I wanna cry writing this :'')

my skripsi mates

I also want to thank to all my friends that kindly gave me great support during this moment. And Ian, for giving me abundant of motivation and advises. Thanks for always keeping my mood along the ups and downs. Lastly, to all my friends who have mentioned me on twitter, sms, and bbm, I am really highly appreciated it guys. I don't wanna forget anything about this moment, so I capture all of it in here. Hopefully someday when I open this post, I will recall this moment and fall for it all over again. I capture it in here so that I can remember that all of you are a part of me, my destiny, that I will never ever forget. May Allah SWT always give all of you many blessings in life. Amin. And for all my friends who haven't faced the examination yet, I hope everything running well for you. Hope Allah make everything easy. Amin.

surprise from my girl Mia :*

The only sweet escape

My sweet escape,

thanks for accompanying me through this difficult time.

For your support, tenderness, and care.

It means a lot.

 

unbranded stripes shirt, nassi goreng keju necklace,
acid washed jeans - coco pink,  Gaudi bag, TLTSN flats

Current picts, current song, current feeling

London (still) 

moving on

new chapter

literally :'(

but I wont give up, I will add a lot of efforts (again) into it

and a plenty of love potion

inner and kaffah scarf - saturday market, forever 21 top, Gaudi bag, TLTSN flats, Lil' Moo ring

no more standing in a blurred situation

(insha Allah)

mam, dunno why this song really suits you well I guess :'(

or that I'm just a fool

waiting for nothing, in vain

too much expectation

but that wont stop me trying

this time, I only rely on you ya Rabb